unpredictable way

Jesus done it all :')
yup He has been through every struggle that we have to pass..

mggu" ni God teach me a lot,, Dia bner" broke my heart buat g ga bsa nglakuin ap" buat g speechless ga bsa brkata",, g smpet scara ga lgsung memilih untuk menjauh dri Dia..
Tapi cra Dy tarik g kembali ga pake cra yg biasa,, tpi bner" unik and beyond my expectations..

g bner" dibuat ga brdaya, ga punya ap",, brasa kehilangan semuanya,, i feel like losing everything..

bner" kgum sma cra kerjaNya yg diluar dugaan g,, diluar ekspektasi,, g pengen marah g pengen ksel,, g pgen blg Thn kenapa lu ambil ini smua dri g? tpiii g ga bsa,, g ga sanggup

krna i know He will do everything,, EVERYTHING, to bring His daughter and son back..

so now,, i won't lose my joy anymore for what ive been through, for everything that He has taken from me all pride, and kebusukan dlm hati g.. because i know,, His love is biggg..

really" big :) love ya Dad..

i may lose everything but i don't want to lose U

anyway,, ktka Dy ambil smua yg brharga dlm hdup g, Dy jga beri kekuatan u/ g bsa lewatin..

if God brings u to it He will bring u to pass through it

i believe in U :)

happy valentine,, its not about chocolate, boyfriend, girlfriend, but its about LOVE.. love = sacrifice :) His sacrificial act for u and me :)

first day of February 2012 :D

everything seems to be normal though.. hahaha.. ya but its okayy,..

uda lmyan lama ga ngeblog,, since im struggling and feels so bad beforee,, tpii ga mau smpe pnya mental 'belom 5 menit' apa mksudnya ini??
haha..

ya sprti yg diketahui org", org indo si yg g tau, klo ad ap yg jatoh *biasanyamakanan* psti bilangnya blom 5 mnit trus jleb lgsung dimakan lgi.. nah sma ajaa pas kta jatohh jgn pake mental 'blom 5 mnit' jdi bgkitnya ntr2 aja,, nikmatii aja dluu.. heyy,, u know kebenarannya adalah pas saat itu kita jatoh kita bsa BANGKIT SEKETIKA itu jga bhkan 1 detik kta bsa..

tapi....

susaaa bnerrr booo.. i feel the same guyss :) kalo ad yg ngalemin jga..

aww,, susa bner, bner" susa,, aplg kalo uda addicted sma ssuatu,, tiap org bda"
bsa soal cinta #eeeaaaa, ketagihan nonton drama, dll..

tpii saat g ngalemin hal2 yg bwt g drop bgett,, g pgenn bget bgkit tpi ga bsa mlah jdinya
tedeennggg

TERTUDUH..

n kalo uda trtuduh brrti kita uda

TERTIPU

emg ini knyataannya.. y g ga mau ketipu n sgala macemnya tpi i did ketipu,, 1 hal yg muncul dlm otak g bbrpaa hri stlah tertipu itu,,

Tuhan ga pndang hina lu sejauh manapun lu uda trjatoh tpi Dy ttep mmndang lu brharga..

still precious in His eyes,, forever precious..
so start this month with the joy of Him, g sndiri g ga mauuu lgii tertipu n kehilangan sukacita dri Dia,, krena g trlalu brharga u/ ditipu n dituduhh :)

happy new month :)

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strength in weakness

weww,, mnggu" ni adlh mnggu yg ckup brat bwt g sndiri laluin.. hehe..
awalnya bgini g mhasiswa desain di sebuah univ di indo n i want to transfer my credits to another country gt,, persyaratannya ituu hrus bkin portfolioo n itu gaks dikitt tpi buannnnyaaaakkk,, blom lgi g hrus mngrjakan tgas" kulia g plus krjaan" lainnya hehe,,

satu kaliii (yaitu bru" inii) krna ituu smua g brsa sgat trtkan dn stress,, i try to have that joy yg uda Thn ksi mw prtahaninn sukacita ituu ga mw izinin ad yg mncuri seberat apapun kondisinyaa,, but i can't,, saat itu g desperate n give up,, g ga mw ngrjain ssuatu asal"an g mw ap yg g bkin itu brhasill,, alhasil jdi stress n trtkan sndiri..

akhirnya g lari ke kamar kunci pintu ngedekep diri di balik bantal n triak.. ga si ga bgtu crtanya.. hahaa.. ok balik,, akhirnya y uda g brusaha brsikap biasa n sok kuat! sok nymangatin diri sndiri, ayo psti bsa psti bsa :D tpii akhrnya g SADAR g ga bsa.. g uda ga than n akhirnya smua tkanan itu kluar dlm bntuk air mata..

di saat ituu cma 1 hal yg Babe ngmg
"di dalam klemahan kekuatanKu yg smpurna"

,, ddlm msa" tkanan g Thn Allah yg jdi kkuatan g, g ga prlu tkut, krna disitu ad kkuatan Thn yg mnopang g ddlm stiap klmahan" g, krna God has given His power for us :) nothing to be worry about..

i just wanna keep this in mind, that Ur cross has set me free, give me strength, give me grace.. Thanks Dad :')

di saat ku tak berdaya, kuasaMu yg smpurna :)

"but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint" isaiah 40:31

ayat ni mmbuat g kuat,, mmbuat g sdar that those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength.. i got strength and power in my weakness..

in my toughest time i have the greatest God :D

good in His time

akhir" ni lgi ngalemin yg namanya kebergantungan sma seseorg, jdi mgkin ga ada prasaan suka tpi scra ga langsung hti g uda ga murni,, pas ngliat org itu #eeaaaa pst brsa snenggg kalo ga ngliat/ ktmu rsanyya pgen ktmu, prasaan ap inii.. haha

tpii disaat" kyk gtuu brat bgt u/ srahin all of my hearts u/ Thn.. d masa" single gni yg smestinya kt jga hti kt spnuhnya jgan dnodai sdikit pn malah g ngalemin itu sangat beratt dan juga sbgai mnusia biasa sringg bget kpikiran tntg pasangan msa dpan.. pdhal inii blom wktunya.. ad kalimat bgus :

"single women should not let their lives be consumed by their perceived "need" to find a man. All that a woman should be concerned with is devoting her life to Jesus Christ and serving Him faithfully."

fokus seorg single mstinya Thn, yupp Thn yg hrus jdi fokus kta, mstinya Thn yg jdi pusat kita brgntung not a guy! krna smuanya good in His time, prcya kalo Thn uda sediain yg trbaik ktka kta ksi yg trbaik :D trus ad 1 lgu yg bgus, ktka kt nunggu ap yg hrus kt lakuin n yg jdi fokus kta bukan u/ cri/dpetin cowo tpii u/ WORSHIP GOD, serve God :)

I will move ahead, bold and confident
Taking every step in obedience
While I'm waiting I will serve You
While I'm waiting I will worship
While I'm waiting I will not faint
I'll be running the race
Even while I wait.

ga ada alesan u/ kta brhnti brlari! cewe" yg lgi dlm penantian, yg msi muda" msi sma" ato kulia" ga prlu mkirin gtuan dluu,, haha,, (pdahal g jga mikir) cma i realize that having a relationship with God is far more important :D having God in my life is much more important and i don't want to trade it with anything, ga mw gntiin itu dgn prsaan ktrbrgntungan g ituu..

My singleness is a journey, not some sort of trapped prison. It's a journey of growing in my trust of the Lord and believing that He has a plan for me

so yg lgi struggle", remember girls everything is good in His time.. jgn ktrbrgntungan sma org, BERGANTUNG sma Thn :) smuanya indah pda wktuNya kok :D

Noah and God's grace

lgi smangat ngeblog wkwkkw.. *pdahal bru ngeblog 2 x ini entry yg ke 3*

iyaa todayy i learned so much from Noah and his obedience,, banyak orang yg uda tw tntg hal ini tntg gmana Nuh taat sama Tuhan but i got something dibalik ketaatan Nuh

di kejadian 6 : 8 "Tetapi Nuh mendapat KASIH KARUNIA di mata Tuhan "

so bisa liat di tgah" kericuhan dunia  #eeaaaa si Nuh ini dpt kasih karunia d hdpan Thn krna Dy hdup bnar..

n g ykin dy jga psti pnya hubngan yg dket sma si Babe kalo ga mna mngkin dy mau bkin th bahtera, org negara itu bsa jdi tropis kali,, trus zaman dulu th, pas zaman Nuh ye g baca buku ap gt, ujan itu ssuatu yang jarang ato ga prnah trjadi gtu pkoknya kyk kalo ngara yg kt tinggalin kna hujan duit/ hujan ikan aja.. hehehee..

apa respon kt kalo kta jdi Nuh?
pas g mkir y kalo crtanya di zaman skrg in,, kyk Thn ngmg gni,, eh liv buat bahtera yg kuat krna G mw nyurahin ujan yg gede bgt n bkal banjirnya ga ketolongan,, bisa" g shock bhkan pingsan kali #lebay,,
pling cma blang,, hmm Thn ykin ne? buatnya pake ap? mna bsa g buat gtu gede? dn alesan" lainnya..

tpi Nuh, dy TAAT, n knapa bsa gtu krna yg g dpetin dy sdar kalo dy mndpt ksih krunia di mata Thn, dy sadar kalo KASIH KARUNIA itu bisa mampuin dy mlakukan segala hal bersama-sama Thn, scra mnusia psti Nuh jga mikir gtu ye yg bner aj nih tpi dy ga mngeluh ato mngungkapkan 1 alesan pn responnya dy lgsung tncepp bkin th bahtera.. wlopn bnyk org yg ngtawain n olok-olok dy,, tpi dy sdar akn kasih karunia Thn, mgsihi Thn, menaruh prkataan Thn diatas prkataan mnusia :D

see, gmana respon Nuh bner" luar biasa krn sadar kalo mendapat kasih karunia di mata Thn mrupakan ssuatu yg brharga shingga dy mw taat n ketaatannya merubah hti Thn, sejak saat itu, Thn GA lgi mw memusnahkan mnusia :)

God's grace jga berkelimpahan di hidup kita skrg inii.. paulus bilang kasih karunia Thn cukup bagi kta :)
CUKUP.. ga bakal kurang :D

live loved

hi! again.. hehe.. as you can see from the title :D live loved..
(this blog's name)

now i gonna tell you why i use this title for my blog ^^

and


actually it just came into my mind hehehe.. i feel like hearing it so many times before and it really impact my life :) and i just found out that it is a title of a book written by max lucado, a devotional book, i don't have the book and haven't read it yet..

hmm, i think i gonna continue in indonesia..

jadii,, pas pengen bkin blog ini tba" keinget sama kata" itu  which is 'live loved'

yup live loved bnyak bget orang-orang yang ga sadar kalo hidupnya itu BERHARGA n LOVED. apa buktinya?
banyak yg wasted time dgn hal" yg ga brguna,, g pun sring sprti itu ga brsa dikasihi krna itu sring nglakuin hal-hal seperti org yg kurang kasih.. haha..

bberapa kali g sring bget kpikiran kalo diri g bner" ga ad wow" nya kyknya ga ada kelebihan apa", ga ad ssuatu yg hbat, dri smua" nya y well smuanya BIASA.. tpi skali lgi this words live loved really means a lot to me, how God loves me,

a really really big love smpe ke tahap Dy mw sacrifice His life for me :')

ketika g ngrasa ga berharga, g seringkali inget ini kalo Tuhan mengasihi g, ga ada yang lebih berharga dibandingin dikasihi sama Tuhan.

Inget ini!
Dy yg mulai dulu u/ mgasihi kita bukan karna kita hebat, bukan karna kita enak untuk dikasihi, bukan karena kita layak TAPI krna God is love and He can't stop to love us!
live loved, sdar kalo hdup kta dikasihi sma Thn, Ga ada satu hal pun yg bisa buat Tuhan berhnti mgasihi kta! GA ADA :')

g sring bget mewe sndiri kalo inget lgu ni bbrpa partny aja :

NOTHING u can do to make Him LOVE you more

and NOTHING that u've done could make Him 

CLOSE the door

because of His great love 

He gave His only son 

EVERYTHING was DONE

so you would COME

heyy guys ur life is too precious to be wasted!

u are worthy of God's love! u are!  :) 

live loved! realizing how God loves us:)